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Name: Kenaniah/Niah
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Birthday: 8/29/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: God, My Family, my friends. Dance, Tanz Theatre, Physical Theatre, Theatre, Art, Music, Movies, coffee. India, Germany, France, Italy, Africa. Learning how to love everyone at a real level, to be humble, to get down and dirty in everything I do, to want to want God.
Expertise: Being me.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Art
Message: message me
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AIM:  SearchingVas
Member Since:
7/26/2005
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| When I was in 7th grade I wanted to be a Christian Rock star. I was going to start a band. I even had the name picked out and everything. I never met anyone who shared my vision. But in retro spect my vision was pretty freaking nerdy, you ready to know what I was going to name my band? B.I.G (Budda isn't God). Haha that is so funny. I was a pretty dorky is that? Well for a 7th grader with big dreams and didn't know who his God really was, he has got to get a little grace.
I'm finially seeing how BIG my father really is. I mean I'm sitting here breathing air. I can't see it, I don't understand it, but I know its air. I am in awe at how big he is. I mean he has no beginning he is just there. he always has been and he always will be. I am too small to comprehend how large this person is. When he cries is pours. If I think I am an emotional I can't imagine what he is like. And if people say my heart is big imagine what God's is like. Its prolly like a moon walk, you could prolly clime in and have the most fun you will ever have in your entire life. You could also prolly die from the amount of joy you were experiencing. Which also brings a thought to mind.
What if when the priests that went into the holy of holies didn't die because the lord struck them dead. Perhaps they died of a heart attack because they were so full of Joy because they were in the presence of God (you know when you get really excited your heart beats faster I'm guessing their hearts just pounded till they bruised and eventually stopped working). Just a thought I'm not claiming that as truth. But it is a possibility.
He is a pretty smart guy too. Just throwing that out there. And the best part is that this BIG being loves us to the end, and even better than that their isn't an end. Sometimes eternity scares the living shit out of me. I just don't know how anyone could live forever, its such a odd thing. I mean all I can think of is growing up, living my life, and then eventually dying, the thought of living forever seems ridiculous at times. Its so cool at the same time.
Sorry I just had to share my excitement. Love to all.
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| Merry Christmas. For those, who I will not be able to visit, while I am home. Know that I have thought about you. Much love to all and to all a good night.
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| Good luck on the promise TP peeps! Love ya!
Niah
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| Hello, I've neglected this thing. I miss you all. Love you bye!
Niah
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| Going to see Blue Man group tonight. Scored some free tickets. Really pumped. Peace!
Niah
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